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Eric hid his face and shrugged.  ”It’s okay.  Dean’s busy sometimes.”  He kept his voice level, and though Crowley knew there was something more to share, he didn’t mention it.  He just nodded.

“He’s probably out helping a soul in pain.”

Zad finagled the blanket out from under them and covered the three of them with it. “Well, he can join when he gets back,” he said. “Until then, let’s cuddle.”

Crowley nodded, and Eric snuggled close, happy to be sandwiched between them.  ”Love you guys,” he murmured.  Crowley laughed.

“Narcissist.”

Zad chuckled at the joke and wrapped his arms around the both of them, pulling them close.

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“So then the day you took them, you couldn’t have talked to me at all either? Couldn’t have even let me say goodbye to them or anything?” he frowns, moving to stand up.

“I was in a hurry,” he said. “Heaven was in an uproar, and the supports were coming out. Either I left when I did, or the entirety of Heaven came crashing to earth. I didn’t have time to think. I felt so bad after. Like, when everything settled down and the rebuilding started, it was all I could think about.”

Dean just shook his head, not wanting to think about it anymore. He opted to go to the bathroom, wanting to just soak in the tub and try to relax. He knew Tzadkiel would follow. He always did follow him into the bathroom.

Zad laid on the bed, alone, for a long moment, wallowing in his failures. Eventually, though, he forced himself up and followed Dean into the bathroom, choosing to sit on the toilet rather than trying to join him in the tub. He figured that invasion wouldn’t be welcome after all this.

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Dean let out a shaky breath and shook his head, looking away. “Why didn’t you ask me about it later? Ask me if I remember the conversation… They’re both of our sons, Zad.”

“I was so scared and angry,” he said. “After you got control back, I was more worried about your well-being. I pushed it to the back of my mind and didn’t think to question it. I’m sorry.” He found he couldn’t meet Dean’s eyes now, the weight of his mistake proving too much.

“So then the day you took them, you couldn’t have talked to me at all either? Couldn’t have even let me say goodbye to them or anything?” he frowns, moving to stand up.

“I was in a hurry,” he said. “Heaven was in an uproar, and the supports were coming out. Either I left when I did, or the entirety of Heaven came crashing to earth. I didn’t have time to think. I felt so bad after. Like, when everything settled down and the rebuilding started, it was all I could think about.”

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Dean froze, his blood turning ice cold as he stared at his husband. “What… what about him?” he asked in a shaky voice. The name made him ill, his stomach twisting and quaking.

“Do you remember when he had hold of you?” he asked, his tone grim. “I believe that’s when we had the conversation, before any of us knew it wasn’t you in there. I’m so sorry, Dean.”

Dean let out a shaky breath and shook his head, looking away. “Why didn’t you ask me about it later? Ask me if I remember the conversation… They’re both of our sons, Zad.”

“I was so scared and angry,” he said. “After you got control back, I was more worried about your well-being. I pushed it to the back of my mind and didn’t think to question it. I’m sorry.” He found he couldn’t meet Dean’s eyes now, the weight of his mistake proving too much.

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Several minutes went by, and Eric’s excitement faded.  ”Maybe he’s busy,” he mumbled.  Crowley nodded.  

“Maybe.  It’s okay.  You can cook for him another time.”

Zad frowned and rubbed Eric’s hip. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly.

Eric hid his face and shrugged.  ”It’s okay.  Dean’s busy sometimes.”  He kept his voice level, and though Crowley knew there was something more to share, he didn’t mention it.  He just nodded.

“He’s probably out helping a soul in pain.”

Zad finagled the blanket out from under them and covered the three of them with it. “Well, he can join when he gets back,” he said. “Until then, let’s cuddle.”

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Eric reached curiously, and his eyes lit up when he found the bond.  He tugged and poked and prodded, mentally cheering and yelling to Dean, “Dean, Dean, look, it’s me!” 

Crowley could sense Eric’s excitement, and he chuckled, kissing Eric’s head.

Zad chuckled and waited to see if Dean would respond.

Several minutes went by, and Eric’s excitement faded.  ”Maybe he’s busy,” he mumbled.  Crowley nodded.  

“Maybe.  It’s okay.  You can cook for him another time.”

Zad frowned and rubbed Eric’s hip. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly.

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Eric nodded.  ”It sounds like fun,” he agreed, smiling.  ”Someone should get a hold of Dean too.”

“Push through the bond,” he murmured, lips grazing Eric’s shoulder. “It’s what I’m doing.”

Eric reached curiously, and his eyes lit up when he found the bond.  He tugged and poked and prodded, mentally cheering and yelling to Dean, “Dean, Dean, look, it’s me!” 

Crowley could sense Eric’s excitement, and he chuckled, kissing Eric’s head.

Zad chuckled and waited to see if Dean would respond.